Torn
Nick Kalpakis
Intro]
Yeah
Late nights, headlights, same road again
I keep runnin’ from my thoughts but they my closest friends
[Chorus]
I been fightin’ with my shadow in the mirror
Heart cold, mind loud, can’t hear ya
Pour another cup just to feel somethin’ clearer
Love hurts worse when it’s real, yeah
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
But I’m addicted to the rain that pours
Smilin’ for the crowd while my soul feels torn
Yeah, my soul feels torn
[Verse 1]
Demons talkin’ like they know my name
Tell me I won’t ever change
I got scars I never show in frames
Still replayin’ all the blame
She said “baby you’re enough”
But I don’t feel enough inside
I been drownin’ in my thoughts
Tryna learn how to survive
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep my heart on freeze
So nobody get close to me
If love’s a drug, I OD
Every time you get ahold of me
[Chorus]
I been fightin’ with my shadow in the mirror
Heart cold, mind loud, can’t hear ya
Pour another cup just to feel somethin’ clearer
Love hurts worse when it’s real, yeah
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
But I’m addicted to the rain that pours
Smilin’ for the crowd while my soul feels torn
Yeah, my soul feels torn
[Verse 2]
Fast life, bad dreams, no sleep
Lost love still hauntin’ my sleep
If I’m honest, I don’t know peace
Only feel alive when the beat hits me
I tried runnin’ from the past
But it caught me at the door
Every heartbreak teach a lesson
Still I’m back wantin’ more
[Bridge]
Tell me why the highs don’t last
Tell me why I love so fast
If I crash, hope you don’t laugh
I been givin’ all I have
[Outro]
I been fightin’ with my shadow in the mirror
If I fall, hope you still here
If I love, hope it don’t disappear
Yeah… don’t disappear
Versions
Torn (Version A)
Nick Kalpakis
Version A
Torn (Version B)
Nick Kalpakis
Version B