Patches
JrOnHisGrind
[Verse 1]
I told Riley I was someone else
Standing in the kitchen with my hands like stones
You can call me what you want
I don't know what fits anymore
There's a version of me that makes sense to you
And a version that doesn't sleep
[Chorus]
I want what I can't name
I want what I can't name
[Verse 2]
The Goth Mommies at the bar don't see it
How I'm split down the center
Riley sees it, I think
Or he sees something I'm trying to hide
I scream about Palestine in parking lots
To feel like I stand for something solid
But Charlie Kirk's face on my feed
Makes me realize I'm just as lost as anyone
[Chorus]
I want what I can't name
I want what I can't name
I want what I can't name
[Bridge]
My body is a question I keep asking wrong
The mirror doesn't answer
It just shows me the same tired face
I don't know if I'm becoming or unbecoming
If this is growth or just another way to disappear
[Chorus]
I want what I can't name
I want what I can't name
[Outro]
(I want what I can't name)
I want what I can't name
(I want what I can't name)
I want what I can't name
(I want what I can't name)
I want what I can't name
Versions
Patches (Version A)
JrOnHisGrind
Version A
Patches (Version B)
JrOnHisGrind
Version B